Have you ever had one of those days??where everything seems to go wrong??Feels like you've hit a wall and you just fall down??I meant to write this yesterday..but when I got home it was around 8??9??and I just wanted to lay down on my bed and just lay there. School was normal until the afternoon. Well last period. I spoke to a friend and she told me some important stuff...well I didn't think of it much at first, but latter on it consumed me. I was overwhelmed by it. On the car ride to the doctors I didn't say a word to my dad. I got to the doctor and he said I had a eye infection and I would have to use this cream stuff and it blurred my vision for a while. Well after I got the medicine, my dad went to work and I took the bus home. I was about to cross the road when it happened, I called 911 and the line was busy, I called again and I got through. After that I did everything they told me to, and well, I thought of it as all my fault...it...was...I don't really know..but it was the first time I have been so close to something like that...When I got home, and my sister wouldn't listen to me, I exploded, I blew up. Latter on, I went to my room and laid there for hours, I could hear my dad come home and say "is David asleep??" I herd my older sister say yup. I herd my mom talking to my dad about me. I could hear my sister baking and yea. And i didn't care. I was just lying there thinking of what happened. I told no one. Today, I put on a good act. Nothing happened. I told one of my friends, but it a happy manner,
I was half dead inside tho.
And hear once again I'm still shaken up.
My vision blurred again.
Doing what I was supposed do yesterday.
