Its back..

So I started up a Conversation with my friend and it turned to what to do after high school. And now its like in my face sorta like thing. And once again bring a police officer is one of the stronger ones in my head. A step down from that one is being a firefighter and one more is being a gym teacher, those are my top 3. And I'm in grade 11!!only one more year of school and I have to decide what to do and what to take in University!!AHHH=(. I changed my course today to keep doors open. But sigh what am i going to do?

=)

So today, I woke up at around 6??7??maybe 8 am??And I just laid in bed until like 10. Yea, I couldn't really fall back asleep for some reason. Well I got ready for the lunch thing for Katy's birthday party. Well it was so fun when we got off the train. hahaha, It was so very very windy lol. The wind almost knocked Katy off her feet, LOL. Well we went to olive Garden and I ate too maybe bread sticks, lol. I was stuffed after my main course haha. Well after the long 2 hour lunch we all paid and started to walk to the bus stop with the crazy super wind, haha. Well we walked to the Movie Theater and that was very mah fan, haha. We walked behind Sundrige Mall and then there was this like 4ft wall that we had to go over top of, Justin, Jaime, and Don got over it really fast. I was about to but Katy, Ada Emily and Fiona were just standing there, HAHA. So I picked them up one by one and lifted them on top of the wall, LOL. And they had the hardest time walking up the steep hill haha. So we watched Stomp the Yard. It wasn't as good as I hoped it to be. But It was great being able to talk to everyone during the movie, well I only talked to law law=). And after the movie, we all went home. And I feel sickish right now, sigh, well school FINALLY starts tomorrow haha, I have to change my schedule to Chem, Bio, Social, and Math. Im gonna be a busy man during semester 2,..lol, It was a great day today =) =) =) =)

afternoon blog???wow...

Well the past few day have been REAL great. As you may have already read, I had a ton taken off my shoulders =). That was great. The day after that me and a few friends went to cardel to work out, I haven't worked out that hard in a while now. From that one day of working our for like 4 hours my arms were hurting for like....4?3?days??haha, it was good. Day after that, I went to the airport with Katy just for fun, and it was great. hahahaha we took a "plane" to Edmonton. HAHAHAHA(insider) lol. And we just walked around the airport hahaa. good times good time =). Day after that, Skate night at Yac. HAHA it was really fun even thought I didn't get to skate =(..lol, o-well. I think I'll buy skates sometime and go on my own or something like that. Well lets see...

-solve a very mah fan thing that's going on in my head (check) =)
-push someone over at skate night(check)
-annoy someone by pushing them at skate night(check)
-completely gross someone out on the van ride after skate night (check)
-Run more often (working progress)
-Get guns and abs of steel hahaha(working progress)
-do good on exams(i think i did good)
-change courses in school(working progress)

so far..its been a good year for 07...well great year..

=)

A ton was lifted off my shoulders today=)
















ok ok ok ok...
it was sever tons

long day

I haven't had a good nights sleep in a long time and its really begging to bug me. I've been waking up every 2 or so hours and not being able to go back to sleep for a while. And I just keep on thinking...thinking about...well never mind but I'm not getting any sleep and I have exams! Well today I woke up several times before I actually had to wake up and get out of bed. And as usual for the past 2 or so week I went running again, I hope with a new year and being closer to God, I'll be able to stick to my new years resolution. Well when I was running I had a lot of time to think about many things. Thought about my friends and how I met them or how close we were or whatever, and I reflected on the past year...yea I did again. And from the begging of last year and to who I am now. I noticed some changes. Well anyways, I got back home from running and then I went to school to write my Social Written, I think I did ok on it. Well after word I took the bus home and I just thought of stuff. It seemed like God had slowed time for me to think about stuff. I didn't do much when I got home, just went on the computer and yea, well latter on I just laid down on my bed and stared into space and thought about stuff again. Some time latter at like 7 I went for a bike ride and I just biked to my cousin house and did a homework check. After that was when I went for my real bike ride. I biked to my spot. And as usual, I was amazed of how nice the view was. You could see everything up to the airport to Nose Hill park to the farthest parts of Kincora. I was standing by the edge and I could just feel God standing with me, I could hear him saying "isn't this beautiful". I just talked to him and asked for advice. After some time, it was 9, well it was really late and it was quite dark out so I started home, and again I could feel God beside me as I went home.




and now my I just feel like there is a ton on my shoulder's and I just don't feel right?

*sigh

This morning when I woke up, I just knew it wasn't going to be a good or great day. Right after I got off the computer and I started to think about this one thing, that was all I was able to think about. When I closed the door and started to go to church that was still on my mind. And well, even when I got to church it was on my mind. I thought I had make a mistake about telling my friend something, well I have to confess, what I had told her was a lie. She would always bug me about thins "issue" and would say mean thing to this person, so I thought if I lied to her it would stop her, well it did but I felt like crap after I did so. When I told her that, I started to try to make the lie come true, but I was only able to lie to my self and that just made things worse. And well it was a mistake telling my friend that lie, and I wish i didn't, all I have to do now is to set thing right or fix it. Or fix what I can, and hope I didn't hurt anyone with that lie.

I can't call it a bad day because church just brought me back up a little bit. During worship was the only real time I could forget about it and just completely focus on God and worship him. And talking to like Calvin, Leo, Tanya, Jeff, Eva, Randy, and well I could go on and on but talking to them, I could just forget about it, well not completely, it was in the back of my head but it was just, nice I guess. But it back on my mind now, 2am at night and I can't sleep. This just sucks!


O-the reasons why you don't lie and
the way God teaches you why you shouldn't

=) - DECISIONS!!

So this week I've been at home and sleeping in to catch up on that night of no sleep at YAC. It was a gooooooooooooooooood sleep, hahaha =). Well we had 2 new years party and they were both great. One was at my baby cousin house and the other was at my house. Well I've been doing my running and fixing my brain kind of, and yea. Well today was a great day too. Woke up early and went running and ran with Katy too. It was very "mah fan" because she would stop or go very slowly on some parts and I would have to go VERY slow or stop so she can catch up. =P. And then I had to piggy back her because she was too tired to go on. Haha. After running we watched at movie, well 2 movies. High School Musical and The Perfect Man. High School Musical was a lot better then I thought but it was still only a ok movie, well above ok. It was very weird but also very fun at the same time between the movies and during them. The "attacking" and stuff hahaha =P. Well my back is REALLY hurting for some reason and I have no clue why =(. Well I can't wait for YAC this week and yea.

Its kind of weird the things God does to you. I mean the situation he puts you in. He put me in many these past few week and I had no clue what to do. Well the situation he put me in made me decide on 2 things. To act now you be patient and wait. Well I've been picking the patience and wait a lot but I've been looking back and wondering if I should of picked the act now one. Well for all the situations, if I had picked act now, I would be a lot happier and just happier but it was like one of those things where if it didn't go your way, I would be bummed out for a few days. Well its very very very complex and confusing. Its just the situations he has put me in this and last week. They were very "mah fan" or VERY hard choices. I know He is there, but I really want to know if I'm following the path he want me to follow. I have no clue where my path is going? well I have some clue but I don't know if it is the right one. Well I'm hoping it is but I have no clue. I'm just not sure if I'm on the path Jesus want me to take. I know at the end of what ever path I take I will end up with Jesus, but which path is the right path or which path is the path Jesus wants me to take?


Well I'm tired, guess I'll try to sleep on it?
well never the less it was a goooooooooooood day =)