Hats off to you my friend

I was surprised.

To hear that you could say something like that.

But hat off to your for having the ballz to say something like that to a girl.

Your beautiful.

I never really could or I guess I never the guts to say something like that.

Every time I want to say it, I don't.

I end up saying. You look nice. Or you look different.

I'm a shy guy when it come to girls.

I have a rather hard time even just saying "you look nice"

And that when I'm too shy to say "your beautiful".

I said it once. But the person asked for clarification, and I said "oh never mind".

Sigh* I'm no good at complements.

Gibberish

Just Smile and Wave

All you have to do is smile a big smile.

Wave a big wave.

Throw on the camo and just keep on tanking on.

That's all I have to do.

And slowly, but surely..fade out and disappear.

Just think and dream for a second..

Picture something you like or enjoy..

Playing games? Reading?...

Now picture giving that up..

Not too hard right?

Go deeper..

Playing sports with the team? Having a sleep over with your pals?

Now give that up..

Go deeper..

Taking and just being around your friends and family..

Give that up..

Go deeper..

Your Hopes and dreams....

You want to be a Dad and hold a child of your own,

Dreams of loving your wife to death,

Dreams of waking up every morning and seeing her right there beside you,

Spending time with the ones you love,

Wanting to be a father,

Being the best dad in the world,

Dream of tucking your kids in at night,

Dreams of getting married,

Hopes to fall in love,

Putting your hand up against your one of your own.

Now give that up.

I'm sorry.

But all I said was true. All of it will happen.

I didn't say it all just to get closer.

I just needed a vent at that moment.

Sorry for being so weak willed not being able

to hold it in.

At my funeral,

I want..everyone to be warring there favorite color..

Hopefully they will be all bright colors! =)

Not black please...unless its your favorite color...I guess..

Make sure I'm warning my bright green Salty Shirt haha.

I forbid any sad music what so ever. I will only allow happy, fast

go lucky, gospel music. And if you guys do some sort of power point thingy..

IT MUST HAVE HAPPY MUSIC TOO!!

After the funeral service...

Then your all off to eat sushi buffet somewhere haha.

AND YOU BETTER EAT YOUR MONEYS WORTH..because its my money and I'm paying...some how...lol

So eat your heart out!=D

I wanna be cremated.

Burnt until there is nothing left.

Or if there is something.

Just let the wind blow it all away.

River Flows in You

There is something about this song that just call to me.

I don't know what it is, but when ever I hear it,

My heart races. Just goes faster and faster.

I fall back and just see it from an outside view.

I get all these images in my head of thing I desire.

And there beautiful amazing images of me in the future.

Of the people around me in the future.

One image that is sticking to me is...

There is this girl playing the piano, this song in fact and I'm sitting in a chair with my eyes closed just dreaming. Then she gets ups, walks over to me and just smiles at me. We walk out of the church hand in hand.

Its weird, because this is the only image I have where I don't see her face, just her smile. All the other, I see every one's faces.

This song is the only song that makes me feel the way I do when I hear it.

I've fallen in love with this song.