ITS!!!ITS!! SNOWWWWW

so I've been bored outta my mind saying at home these couple of days, well I've been running a lot, and running is about all I've been doing. Been so bored this week. The only things that were fun were the Caroling and the Christmas party and the dinner party. That's about it. DAVID IS BORED!!!!!!!!!AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH only bored until tomorrow tho, YAC SLEEP OVER DUDE!!!! its gonna be a long and evil night..hahaha, well I'm dead tired..ZZZZZzzzzzzz

WINTER BREAK...well...there is no snow..so...BREAK!!!

so the break started already =D
but it doesn't feel like winter break..no snow..no coldness..nothing!! AHHHHHHHHHH and yea..
Well today was great but some what weird, well I went to school and watched movies for most of the day and did nothing, but then after school was really fun =DD, we kinda had a small x-mas party and yea, it was fun fun fun, lol..even though Emily and Ada were like 4 hours late, hahhahahaa..well it was great, and I took many pictures =D, good times good times. But it felt really weird with no YAC this friday, I had so much time when Katy left...soo much time on my hands...hahahahahaha, well like is kool..and o yea..SHOER!!!(insider) hahahaha =P!!!!

WHERE ARE YOU SNOW?!?!?!!?
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o-yea..its christmas...O_O

yes yes..so today we had the Christmas banquet for church..it was good but I was stuck with the old people..hahaha I'm just kidding guys XP

well the church banquet was great and I won some cups..hahaha..well the food was ok but I still stuffed my self hahaha, I'm still soo fulll...haha well it was fun..but you know it still hasn't hit me that its Christmas..it just doesn't fell right without snow and the cold weather...

new years resolutions?

1) Fix my brain cuse it is broken..VERY VERY BROKEN!!
2) start to prastice the guitar again
3) RUNN AND RUN AND RUN!!
4) Remember to do something...what was it again??...aw-man!!!

=) after a long time of =(

altho my real birthday wasn't so good...
what I did with my friends made up for it =)
thanks guys..and to my sisters too...there just as kool..=p
and YAC was just a blast =D

Hitting the wall

Have you ever had one of those days??where everything seems to go wrong??Feels like you've hit a wall and you just fall down??I meant to write this yesterday..but when I got home it was around 8??9??and I just wanted to lay down on my bed and just lay there. School was normal until the afternoon. Well last period. I spoke to a friend and she told me some important stuff...well I didn't think of it much at first, but latter on it consumed me. I was overwhelmed by it. On the car ride to the doctors I didn't say a word to my dad. I got to the doctor and he said I had a eye infection and I would have to use this cream stuff and it blurred my vision for a while. Well after I got the medicine, my dad went to work and I took the bus home. I was about to cross the road when it happened, I called 911 and the line was busy, I called again and I got through. After that I did everything they told me to, and well, I thought of it as all my fault...it...was...I don't really know..but it was the first time I have been so close to something like that...When I got home, and my sister wouldn't listen to me, I exploded, I blew up. Latter on, I went to my room and laid there for hours, I could hear my dad come home and say "is David asleep??" I herd my older sister say yup. I herd my mom talking to my dad about me. I could hear my sister baking and yea. And i didn't care. I was just lying there thinking of what happened. I told no one. Today, I put on a good act. Nothing happened. I told one of my friends, but it a happy manner,

I was half dead inside tho.

And hear once again I'm still shaken up.

My vision blurred again.

Doing what I was supposed do yesterday.

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