I...I'm...I'll..I've

a follower of Christ
at home
in my pj's
chines
5"11
quite around people I don't know
a nice guy
help you when you ask
have a strong sense of justice
lack action
not that smart
love kids
been to china
been to where my dad grew up
straight
daydream a lot
have horrible spelling and grammar
don't drink
hate seeing people hurt
go to Mount Royal Collage
like anime
a little bit of a sucker for love stories
a happy person
will be your friend if you be my friend
try to help out when ever I can
horrible at "reading" girls
often jump in not knowing the boat is sinking
have a hard time with homework and studying
enjoy laughing
love the feeling you get when you help someone
like going outta my way to help
want to have kids
hate fairs wheels
try my best to be a example of Christ
not easily angered
can be quite good at hiding things
like deep conversations
love listening to gospel
a good listener
try to give my best advice
need to follow through on my word
like to plan things
get mad at the newspaper quit often
love being at YAC
want to get married
live with my mom, dad and 2 sisters
love hanging with friends
hate alcohol
scared of heights
unbelievable sacred of horror movies
love the color sky blue
dream of my family being saved
outgoing
love playing rugby and football
lazy
hate keeping things from you
hate worrying
love worship
can be very spontaneous
love listening to worship
like cooking
enjoy teaching
wanted to be a teacher and cook at one time
love sushi
want to go to japan
sleep late
argue with my self a lot
over think a lot of things
often interpret things wrong
don't like being praised, but its changing somewhat
like taking pictures, thought of being a photographer at a time
love powerful pictures
love summer camp
not happy with where I'm headed
some what overweight
not so good at school
fallen in love before
been to California
driven before
like dramas
never been to the Calgary tower
want to go to a flames game one day
can swim
like orange juice
like dipping cookies in milk
can't remember the last time I dipped cookies in milk
don't like the weights that come with my last name
like hugs
like that feelings when your in love
single, and will be until I'm done at mount royal
joining the army after I'm done at mount royal
don't believe in following your emotions
can be very weird
want to lean the guitar, drums, base, and piano as well
want to go skydiving and scuba diving
wanna travel the world
like trying to fix things
a tech guy
hate wasting food
can be pretty gross sometimes
want to learn to dance
like giving hugs
like all four season
like rain, snow and as well as sunny skies
love cycling
like jogging
love to star gaze
a gamer
can be quit cheap
want to fly a helicopter
like hockey
want to lay under the night sky in the southern hemisphere with my her
want to see the Tokyo skyline with her
like bright colors
like sight seeing
love watching the sunrise and set
like walks
want to be a dad
hate mushrooms
quite messy
a youth leader
will try my best to keep a promise
wanted to be a firefighter
forget important things sometimes
trying to read the bible more often
want to get baptized
attending the baptism classes
love praying
enjoy relaxing
have incredible detailed memory of events which mean a lot to me
only remember seeing a shooting star once
saw the planet Venus for the first time when we went skating for YAC
love just sitting there and watching in awe
cannot decide my future, God does
trying to hate no one
trying to love everyone
want to bring a homeless man to a buffet
want to go to nose hill park at 4am and watch the sun rise over Calgary with her
love skating
want to touch the Atlantic ocean
wanna travel the world
never been east of Calgary
like tic tacs
sweat a lot when I'm working out or playing sports
want YAC to grow
actually don't mind getting cloths for gifts
love to do things for other people
lack motivation
have had sleepless nights

Oh no! school tomorrow!=(

Sigh*,
I wasted reading week for the most part lol
My 2 highlight from Monday-Friday were..
Wednesday working out, and Friday Hanging with Cathy, Lian and later on Ada, and even more later on YAC.
I think I blogged about both already so I'm not going to blog about it again lol.
Lets see..yesterday..
Went skating with Danny, Anita, Jack and later on Don showed up. It was alright.
I left with Jack at around 5 and headed to my house where we hung out for a bit.
We played games for the most part and then sat around and just talked. I was so tired tho haha.
After he left, I collapsed on the bed. I didn't fall asleep because I had to read the Sunday school book. I started to read it but I ended up falling asleep trying to finish it. I woke up with it still on my face haha.
Today was good.
Service was awesome. I love worship=)
Praise our Father in Heaven!
Hung around church for a bit after service.
I was so hungry when I was taking the bus with Ada lol
STARVING!!
AND SHE ATE A BOW RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME!! haha=P
Got home and ate. Later on went to TnT and superstore with my Dad to get Lunches for school and vegetables.
My mom is sick=(
When I got home she was really sick.
Hasn't gotten out of bed all day..
Hopefully she will get better soon=D!
I still feel quite tired right now..
But I'm going to man out this tiredness and sleep early today! haha
Right now I have to do a bit of studying for my Midterms on Wednesday and Friday. Sigh** haha
Well I still have a few days to study...lol
Humm.. I need to tell my boss I don't want to work on Mondays anymore. Too much work not enough time to do hw at home.
Hopefully he will be fine with it so I don't have to quit haha.
Well I'm off now!
GOD BLESS!!
=)

Nice Day

It was nice today was..
Woke up at 9..but it wasn't until 10:30ish that i actually got out of my bed..lol
So I meet up with Cathy downtown at 1 and we walked around and talked. We met up with Lian later at Calgary Court and ate lunch. It was nice hanging with them because I've never hung with them before. It was really good lol. Got to know them both a bit more and it was fun lol.
Meet up with Ada at 4 ish and then we headed to Sumo to eat. We got the same thing as the time before, but the oyster were a bit hotter then last time and the Boat thing we got that isn't a boat was missing out on the TEMPURA ROLL!!=(!!!! lol.
Afterwords, we went to the Cultural center where I bought these min firecracker things!! I think there so cool haha=P
Headed to church afterwords.
It was nice.
God spoke to me again...
He said..
"Let go of it already"
And He is right...
I should...
but its hard..
I've been holding on to it for so long now...
sigh*..lol

Up, Down, Left, Right, Here, Over There

These past few days my emotions were all over the place..
Started on Wednesday where I had suspicions about things...haha
and the suspicions grew until it Sunday, lol But its all good now..
Sunday was a goodish day....haha
His plans raveled, and I guess I'm accepting it...finally haha
Football with the boys was cool. Good exercise and had a blast.
Got ride of some heavy burdens too, well not ride of...
but to share the burdens and not have to carry it all on your own..=)
Honestly, after the talk my heart ACTUALLY felt lighter.
It started last Thursday....it felt physically heavy. Like, something was grabbing it,
Trying to prevent my heart from beating. It didn't let up what so ever. Only grew.
It got unbelievable heavy on Sunday. Singing during choir was different, I just felt weak.
During football with the boys, I was out of breath fast..really fast. When I got home. I collapsed on the bed for sometime before I summed up the ballz to call and try to solve some suspicions. But I ended up getting help with the weight on my heart=D
After that, things have been picking up.
Monday I was able to focus somewhat on studying. Tuesday as well, Danny came over a bit later and hung out for a bit.
Today, worked out/racquetball with Calvin, Danny, Don, and Dian. It was good. Need to do it more often tho. After work out and racquetball, Dian left and us 4 went to Kilkennys and ate a whole lotta ribs. The ribs were just ok, not the best or anything. Wings would have been a billion times better. After that Headed to Calvin house and stayed there until my aunt picked me up.
Now to keep on this fitness track, Gonna wake up early tomorrow and go for a light run. I'm thinking 9:30am will be a good time. Come back, study for a while...well..along while...
Maybe I'll head to that small skating rink in sandstone and skate there for a bit haha.
Then do more studying/catching up...
Anyone want to join me?lol
Humm, I only know of 1 person who might read this...lol
What a week...
from a miserable end of last week
To a nice start to this week..lol
I'm outta here!
God Bless!!=)

Prep for His Plan...

He's answered my prayers
Told me the path
I'm not happy with it..
But..
Maybe with time..
I'll understand...
The reasons to..
The reasons Why..

It's Gods plan for me..

So,
It begins now
So I'll start to get ready..

The clock ticks..
Better make the most of it..
It'll be good...
After all..

God is Good All the time..
All the time...God is Good

Once Again...

I was reminded today..
reminded of the reasons of what I wanted out of my future..
To take the place to save a life..
To take away...
that pain from a Mother
the regret of the Father
sorrow of a brother
sadness from a sister
the loss of a friend/brother/sister/father/mother/cousin/aunt/uncle
To do that, would give my life Joy.
My heart trembles so much,
but at the same time
my tears are so happy
I mean like..
Look
Life is good. God is holding the steering wheel of my life.
and I've started to soar..
Homework is building...but Hey,
He has the wheel.
Family pressure is through the roof,
But He guides me
I think about things..
But He clears my thoughts

My Father in heaven,
I thank You for all You have done in my life, for all you have given me.
You are all knowing. You are a healer and a teacher. You provide peace in shaking hearts. You comfort broken souls.
I am here once again to ask for your guidance in my life Father. I don't know where You want me to go, or where You are leading me. I can see what You have laid before me tho. But I wish to see where You want me to be in a few years time Lord. So I can prepare my self for your plans Father. Push me Lord, to where You want me.
Thank You Lord.
For providing..
A ride to church every Sunday and Saturday...
YAC, where it feels awesome to worship You with the Youth
Friends that are just way to great.
Lord I ask that You give them peace in there hearts Father. Guide them in there Life. Show them where You want them to go. Bless there Lives. Bless there deeds and actions. Protect them from attacks from the enemy. Allow there thoughts to be pure Father. Take away the stress of school from them Father. Be with there studies. May You bless there studies Father.
In Your name I pray.
Amen

99%

I was walking home on the icy path
A odd bright light lit the way
It was above me so I looked..
It was amazing,
the sky so clear, the moon so bright
the stars so nice..
Saw the moon and many stars
I kept gazing..
My thoughts were free
My mind was clear
Wish you could of seen the wonders He has made

My Cry

It's heavy Lord.
So very heavy.
The burdens on my back continue to burn.
I feel so weighted down.
I feel like I'm the source, the cause.

Its heavy Lord.
Please take it off.

I don't like crutches!!!

So I woke up extra early so I could take the 20 to school today. I was hoping that there would be less people on the 20 and I also would only have to switch buses only once. So as I left the door and started to walk to the bus stop with my crutches.
So in order to get to my bus stop, I have to walk on the road because there is no side walk and then to a path that goes up a hill. The problem was that the road and the path were both covered in ice and it was a very uneven surface!!. So I had to walk all the way around the culvasac using the sidewalk. So in the end waking up early was useless haha. When I got to the bus stop, my arm pits were in GREAT PAIN! lol.
So crutches really don't match who I am..lol...
There was another person waiting for the 114 with me and when the bus came by, she was hesitate to get on, so I said "go ahead". And she gives me a weird look and gets on. Then the bus driver tells me.."You know, your the one with crutches". Hahahaha, I was like o yea..haha
So the 20 ride to school was not as good as I thought it would be...
The whole reason to why I took the 20 was to get a seat and avoid many people that get on the 18. So on the 20, I did get a seat and for the first half of the ride, it was good.
But then..BANG!!!
MILLIONS OF UNIVERSITY STUDENTS GET ON!!!
and so the kicking/stepping of the foot began...lol
It was a long bus ride after that..lol
School was cool. Got to use the elevator haha. Japanese class was fun hahaha
We have upgraded from Tai Chi to Kung Fu hahahaha!! Since were done with Higurna and now on to Katana. Haha. It was funny because in Tai Chi, we would spell it slowly and yea.. But with Kung Fu she would tell us to do it swiftly hahaha. What a teacher! lol
The bus ride back home was HORRIBLE!!
EVEN MORE KICKING!!
and there was this one jr.high kid with a really annoying voice that kept on asking his friend "just one match" to play on his psp. He said that line non-stop for the whole 20min bus ride to the 78th ave bus loop lol.
Got home, and once again I had to take the long way around to get back to my house and once again my arm pits hurt like mad from the crutches haha.
Once I got home, ate, hw, little bit of tv, dinner, hw and yea..
Not much...
and now..BED TIME!!YAY!!!
I'm pretty pooped lol
Goodnight all!
God Bless!=)

Sigh*

I hate my last name....
well..
no I don't hate it..
just the attachments that come with it...
sigh*...

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Just when my arm was getting better...

So I hyper extended my arm on Friday when I went skating with YAC. It wasn't too bad, well not as bad as before. So it was just about better today, like..
I could lift things that are decently heavy and bend it a good amount...
so its going to be 100% better by tomorrow=D
But sadly..
I did something to my ankle.....twice...>_<
So it started when I was running for the bus
I slipped on some ice and murdered my ankle...
I had a pretty hard time walking..and yea..
It was painful...but not too bad..
So when I got home, I went to the basement with some ice/snow to slow the swelling..
but I slipped on the stairs..
and I was stuck on the floor for sometime in great pain before I was able to get up..
After that..
I couldn't even walk...sigh*..lol
I need a new ankle haha