The Reason

One day.
Someday.
You will save a life.
Maybe you will know it.
Maybe you won’t.

Everything you go through, everything you get through teaches you something. Or gives you the answer that someone else needs.
So know this.

If you are hurting, if you are aching, and you get past it. You survive. Your live on. You beat it.
You can save a life.
Because you know what to do.

Others are struggling. Others are hurting. Others need help. So know this.
If you beat this now. Here.
Or maybe a little later down the road.
You will have the answer. You will be able to help.

That’s what I believe.
Sometimes, you will never know who you are going to be helping or saving.
But know this. The God of the universe plans everything in great detail.
So know. There is purpose to everything you go through. Good and Bad.
Because you are called to save a life.

Rage Quitting is for the?

Have you ever raged quitted?
In a game of MW3 or LOL?
I have many many times.
Back in the day of the MW2 and you hear “TACTICAL NUKE INCOMING” and you know your team is behind, you quit. There is no point in going on. Or when its a endless amount of spawning and dying due to the countless Harriers and Chopper gunners in the air you rage quit.
Rage quitting is for the angry.

Many many times have I had the change to rage quit in real life. Just happened before I’m writing this actually. Rage quitting from things like life, relationship, family, friends, traitors, church, and yes, even God.
Some times I you just get pushed and pushed and pushed to the very edge.
Family does not understand you. Girlfriend is not making sense(more then usual haha), friends don’t really know you, church isn’t until Friday, and God seems very far away.
Rage quitting is for the confused

There have been times, where you justify or convince your self I should just quit. Rage quit these things. 
“I can’t do this, I can’t go thought this alone.”
“My parents don’t understand me like yours do”
“You have no idea what I’m going through”
“My sister and brother don’t talk to me”
“God does not love me”
And the list goes on and on.
Rage quitting is for the broken

Truth be told, yea, your most likely can’t do it on your own,
Your parents may not understand you,
Others many have no idea what your going through,
Your brothers and sisters may or may not talk to you
But there is just one thing.
Rage quitting is for the lost

God does love you.
That is the only reason I am here now.
Rage quitting is for the meek

I have learnt that, the only reason why I felt alone, distant from everyone, is that I didn’t let anyone know. The reason God felt so far away, is that I didn’t ask him for help. 
I thought. I am a lone wolf. I am the master of my own life. I am a guy. I’m a man.
I am stronger and can do this on my own.
I learnt the harsh way that, I’m not.
Rage quitting is for the lonely

So, Rage quitting is for the Lonely, meek, lost, broken, confused and angry.
If that’s you. Then Rage quit like I did, and say this:
“God I quit.
I cannot do this any more.
I give up this act I’ve been putting on. I don’t want to be alone.
I want be belong. I have to be loved and love.
I quit being lonely, meek, lost, broken, confused and angry.
I want love, friends, family, healing, guidance, help.
I’m quitting the leading position in my life.
I’ve been lending my life and I’ve ended up here.
I want you to lead.”

After all, look where Rage quitting got Jonah.
http://www.youtube.com/embed/NQNVJZ_pmG0

Alone I am weak.
With God I am overcome all.
Thought one may be overpowered, two can defend themselves. A cord of 3 strands is not easily broken.

As hard as it is. Find people you can relate to. It requires you to opened and be vulnerable to judgement. But the rewards are worth it.

I’ve found love, friends and family with this.
By no means is my life perfect. Its far from it. I’m still facing meek, lost, confusion, brokenness and anger.
But I am not alone.

You my friend are not alone. Leave your name or even leave an alias if you don’t want to be known.
And I will pray for you my friend. So you will not be alone. I will stand with you and reach out for you.

Your not alone.
I’m with you.
God is with you