God is in control

I wrote this a long time ago, and yes. I am still smiling

Your heart picks up pace.
Beats faster and faster as you closer and closer.
30seconds before you arrive, you doubt your self.
No, I should not. I should not. I should not.
10seconds before the window closes your overcome with nervousness.
5seconds before the window closes you do it covered in nervousness.

Since I've done it, I've been smiling.