So fast.

Time just slips away.

So fast.

The 16 days of the Olympics already over.

Half way through 2 semester of 2year already.

Last year of DVBS planning and running.

It's already been like...5 years now?

5 years I've been attending God's house.

and 4 years since He has given me the vision of what I am to be.

In one year I'll have a taste of what He has for me.

In 2-3 years I'll be walking and living that vision.

Lord,

Thank you.

For all the blessing.

Such a wonderful church You have placed me in.

Such wonderful leaders, pastors, and friends You have provided

The memories of all the swell and yes, thank you for all the hard times as well.

The hard time that have made me better for you. Taught me what to do and what not to do.

Thank You for allowing Canada to have Gold.

I ask for you to make the next few years great.

I wish to see...

No, I will see YAC grow, 100 attendees at camp, the Youth to be baptized, DVBS to be overloaded this year.

Thanks again Lord.

Amen

-David

It's Yours

Your life is yours.

You as a person have incredible influence over your own life.

Influences over your own emotions and thoughts.

Yes there are outside influences as well, but you are your own ultimate influence.

Your behavior is yours. You can allow sorrow or sadness to take your heart.

You can allow your self to be depressed. You can allow your self to stay at home alone to pointlessly think about your pain.

Ultimately, if you want to be happy, you will strive to be happy.

One of my problem was association.

How I would associate the simplest things with someone.

Like the color red, snow, seats on a bus, newspaper, education, Japan, Supermarkets and the list goes on. I would allow my thoughts to go down when I see these simple things.

Another one of my problems was my heart. Your a fool if you let your heart go so easily, thinking that there will be no consequence. It will get pushed, bruised, cut, and broken.

I was so stupid. I let it happen not once, but three times.

Life was never made to be easy, nor was it made to be fair.

Life isn't fair.

Faster you learn that, the better off you will be.

Replace

I've started.

Finally.

Now I just need to finish.

Unlike most roads, this one is long and lonely.

I have to focus on the goal at hand.

Not look back or to the sides.

Ignore emotions, they only lead to pain.

Forget the wants of the selfish heart, they will only hinder.

Cast aside dreams, they are not meant to be.

I'm not alright

Something inside wants to come out.
But it cannot.

So many things I want to do.
Want to say.

But I cannot.

Keep it locked up.

Don't let anyone come near it.

And you'll be good.

It's about time.

And the Door is Closed.

LOCKED

GONE!
BYE BYE!

Now what should I do with the key?

Should I throw away the key, and keep this door closed forever?

Or hope for the best and maybe open the door in like...10 years time?

But what I do know, is that the door to my heart is now locked.
And will stay locked for the years to come.

Locked until my task is done.

and maybe, just maybe

One day...I'll unlock it...

Push

I was rather angry today.

So what did I do?

I pushed my self.

Forced my self to go harder.

Ran until I puked.

Pushed until I was breathless.

Now I have no strength to be angry.

Weights

When you workout.

You don't share your weights.

You use them. Do it on your own.
Push your self to the end.

I carry my weights on my own.
I push my self on my own.
No pain, no gain.