trying...and trying...and still trying...

man...
I'm trying, trying very hard,
but all my attempts are being thwarted, swatted down
so fast and swiftly.
not only me, but all of us..
God, help us..
were having a very hard time..
When I look at it...its as if were going no where...
slowly falling backwards or going in the wrong direction...
I personally feel that it is one person causing this..
its like a black hole pulling everything close around it down with it...
its so hard...
God give us strength
Give us the words to say to one another
Provide us with the opportunities to reveal and strengthen our flaws.

Going

after MRC..
im going...
scared?
of course..
Lead me on Lord
Follow You
to the Ends of the Earth...

Expression

depression, sadness, emptiness, upset,
missing, leaving, letting go, distance,
minutes, hours, days, months,

funny, kind, beautiful, thoughtful,
joyful, happy, smile, laughs, amazing,
energetic, crazy, heart beat, love

period 4

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11.07.06 02.02.08

..Fun
Fulfillment
Exciting
Enjoyment
Happy..


...Realization
Postponed
Prevented
Broken
Shattered
Ended..



..Forgotten?