Prayer

Pray for me.

I've been feeling some what alone these past few days, which is a bit odd.

I don't remember ever really feeling like this. This kind of aloneness.

Staying alone too, its a bit weird, annoying, and just yea...

With recent events, and revealings...My heart is rather heavy.

I've been gazing at the stars these past 2 days by my self.

Just looking at the vast night sky, the stars, meteor showers, its been nice.

But when I'm doing so, I can't help but think...

about things..

about my future..

I know where God wants me to go, and I'm walking in that direction..

I'm just, well you know....scared...

scared of being alone? being forgotten?

Pray for me.

Actions Speak Louder then Words.

From what I you did.

I know what I'm worth now.

Sunk just a little

Week 5 of DVBS just ended on Friday.

It was really fun. We made pizza for lunch and it was great!

It was a fun day. But my heart sank just a little.

One of our kids, Jesse who signed up for all 6 weeks is now not coming next week. She heading to Vancouver for a short vacation. It sucks to here that. She gets picked up early so I took her around the church to say goodbye to everyone. It was really nice. So many of the kids hugged her and said "See you next year Jesse". It was really cute. Oh, how I'll miss her. Didn't get a chance to give her one of the KFC forms to her, I'll have to mail them to ever kid that we forgotten to give to. I really hope We'll get to see her in KFC or next year at DVBS.

There have been so many blessing over DVBS. God has showed me so many moment that make the 12 hour days so worth it. Its great with the volunteers too. I get to be closer and more comfortable with all of them as I see them day to day. Its exciting stuff. Some kids, I've seen grow up in DVBS and then go on to be leaders. Like Leon and Livy. There attended way back in like 2005 I think. And now both of them volunteer for it. It really great to see many of the kids grow up. It's great to see all the guys grow and become mature and sometime immature as well haha. Were all pals and buddies. All the leaders and all the kids. Its a blessing to see them, to hand with them, to know them, to play with them everyday. Best Job ever. Your are paid to play with Kids =).

I'll be missing after week 6 is over.

River Flows In You

I love this song.

It very pleasing to listen to.

I want to learn how to play it.

Even tho I have no piano skills what so ever.