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Sigh...Today my school had a Career Fest kinda like thing. Well it was really good. I had a really good idea of where I wanted to go in my life time. I wanted to go to the RMC at first and then come back as a lawyer or a police officer. But then I changed my idea. I wanted to join the Calgary Highlanders for a year or some time and then go join the Calgary police department. But that doesn't need a university degree or anything like that. So I really have no clue anymore. My parents, friends, youth leaders, well all the people I know say I should go to university. But the problem is that to be a officer I don't need a university degree. I don't need one to join the Calgary highlanders or anything like that. So right now i have no clue where I'm gonna go in life no more. And the if I do go to university it would have to be local for YAC and so I can keep connected with church and friends. Well this has been on my mind for a while, well even before the career fest thing. X( .

The David Formula
Life + high school + Graduation + David = X_X

I AM SO LOST DUDE....



......anyone got any advice??

Stuck in a Phase of Worship

Worship was AMAZING TODAY, it was the best worship I had since Summer Camp 05. I felt his presents like never before. It was him once again. I spoke to him and talked to him. I fell on my knee's for him. I cried out to him and he came. I felt his presents all over the church. Even when I left, I could feel him stirring something up in the church. It was unlike anything I ever felt before. After the worship, I felt so refreshed. Well today coming to church I was thinking about how absent God was in my life recently. And then he hits me like this. AND IT WAS GOOD. It was so, such a great feeling. I was so happy after that worship. It was kinda odd tho. There was this person behind me who stayed the whole time. I never thought this person was so close to God. But I was wrong and who I thought that person was totally changed. I mean I didn't expect that person to be there but they were. And yea.

TODAY WAS A GREAT DAY

all thanks to the Lord =)

Freazing my butt off

So this morning my sister woke me up to shovel the snow before she leaves for work. It was around 6 in the morning so I was just about dead tired. I didn't realize that I still had my P.J pants on. I was waring those ultra thin Chinese silk pants. So I opened the garage and walked outside. Still half asleep I slipped and fell on my butt. Planted right into the snow and sat there for about, lets say 10 minutes before I realized that my butt was cold. Well I finished half the drive way and went back inside and planted my butt right beside the heater in my room and fell asleep on the floor. Yea that was really weird, hahaha. Well my butt is all warm now =D! O-yea when I woke up my butt was still cold =(. It took like a hour or so until it was all warm again, hahahaha. Well YAC yesterday was GREAT!! And yea. Well that it =p

Cold Winter's Day

After I left my cousins house. I found myself digging deep into myself looking for something. The cold wind blowing the flakes of snow on my cold face, made me think harder and deeper. I don't know why, but I just searched deeper and deeper for something inside of me. Half way home the wind picks up and the snow flakes get bigger. Now I have lost all sense of feeling and what I'm doing. I was just searching for something. Walking down this hill near my house I looked back on the hill, I was only able to see my own foot prints get buried by the snow. I just stood there and looked for some time. I still don't know what I was doing or what I was looking for.

Much better =)

Yea...today was so much better then yesterday because of many reasons.
Well School was pretty slack today, it was kinda pointless to go to school, you see all my classes were either catch up period or watch a movie. Well I didn't do anything really. I just kinda skipped. I was ahead in all my classes and had nothing to do. Well all except Legal Studies 20. Well I'm not behind but I'm not ahead. Well after school I had to rush home to get eat lunch and get Katy's lunch. Well that never happened. We went to T and T and ate there. It was my first time going to the new one too. It was kool =D. Well lunch took just about forever because Katy would eat so very very slow and stuff. After words we needed to buy a birthday present for Fiona. So we went to TD mall and searched forever!. MAN WAS I TIRED!!!. Well we looked around pointless for like 3 hours. Just walking back and forth and getting all hyper and stuff. It was really tiring but it was really fun at the same time. AND FINALLY WE GOT IT!! hahahaha. It took like 4 hours to find. But it was fun and weird going all over TD. We almost got lost too, hahahahahahahaahaha. And then there was YAC. After waiting for the bus with Katy I went to church and yea. Worship was GREAT! =) I love Jesus. And the biblical study. DO DEVOTIONS!!! hahaha. So today was Great. O yea and Eureka Seven is really good, I mean really really good. Well I thought it was a really good one.

sigh...what to do?? =(

Well these past day I have been wondering about ALOT. About what I'm going to do for the rest of my life. What my career is going to be mainly. I wanted to be a police officer but then after my sister saw me and Calvin talking about the video thing that we made, she said i should be a video maker or somthing like that in the technology feild. It was then my mind went everywhere. She said there were some SAIT corses that I could take but i waned to go to the University, she said that the university one's wereent as good..*Sigh*.. And then I thought of being a lawyer but I dont think my grades are good enougth to get into law school. Well there is also being a police officer, I really want to be a officer but I dont know if I should. I got so very very very confused with this and that. I was also thinking about enlisting in the army and going out for 2 years and then comming back bring a officer or becoming a part of the RCMP but then I rethought that, well i re-thought everything and now I'm back where I started, with nothing..AHHHHHHHHH...And I'm being rushed into this too!! All my teachers were saying stuff like, Your in grade 11 now and you should set your coarse to somthing that will help you get your career! I am going to die soon enough >=( well I've been praying to it, and talking to friends about it...and that's about it, or all I can do..

good day good day

yea..no school today ^_^..fun fun, well today we were gonna watched the Lion King marathon but it never happened >_<..well ins ted of lion king we watched Just like Heaven, it was ok I guise. Then when Fiona and her sister left i was crazy and weird..hahaha but fun lol. and my sock was stretched 2 sizes bigger =( haha...and then Katy threw snow in my ear and it was stuck there for a while hahaha.

And then there was YAC!!!!!
Operation Christmas child was fun fun =). Well yea we made some where around 60 and after that I threw snow and Dana...=DDD..hahahaha fun fun..and now warren, Vinson and jack are sleeping over for the first time lol.

well pce it outtt haha






Good night, sleep tight, dream of bed bugs tonight.

booger snot snot booger

I had a sub today, for english. Man-o man was he old. I thought he was too old to be a teacher. Well as usual half the class skipped because he was a sub. And then in the middle of class he walked up to the white board and wrote down what we had to do. But just before he wrote anything he faced the class reading his notes and picked the HUGE GREEN booger snot and wiped it on the eraser and then sat back down. It was sick and funny at the same time, haha. At the end of class, one of my class mates took the eraser and it stuck to the wall!!!...O_O can you believe it??? I was thinking, THAT WAS A HUGE BOOGER SNOT!!! hahahaha..


well that was my werid day..=p

=) and then.. >=(

Today started out good, well great. Had fun at school and all, came home and did the usual. Then went on the comptuer and read some things and I just got all fired up and angry. O_O!!!..gurr...why cant..or like..I want to say it but I cant, well i shouldent. Like I'm not going to go back. And I have decided some things on my own and I WILL follow what I said. GURRR

Good Night, Sleep tight, Dream of bed bugs tonight

yea i wathed the Lion King one and a half again and it was GOOOOOOOOD, and yea. Im gonna keep this short. Today was a good day =)

Toutered
Ate Dinner
Had a weid Conversation talking to me self and Katy
And Completed a large portion of the thing MAHHHH!!

good day..well..

Good night, Sleep tight, Dream of bed bugs tonight =)

One and a Half

Today was great. After school I went home and made lunch and them my friend came over and we watch Lion King One and a Half, it was the funniest thing ever. =D its was the best movie ever! We laughed so much during it and just messed around...Messed around ALOT during the movie, it was a lot...I mean a lot a lot a lot of fun =D. Man, that movie is the best movie in the world and im gonna watch it again and again, =D!! and then there was the stabbing and attacking and yea hahaha, fun fun.. and then there was church...=D

Skit night was soooooooooooooo funny and all the skits, Sampson, and all the other. HAHAHAHAH CALVIN GOT OWNED!!! Once and then the rest of them got owned hahaha, church was great and yea...Mind in blank now hahah so I guess this is a short one =p

LION KING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I love the Lion King Movies. I have the one and two on tape, one on DVD and one half on my computer. Still have to watch one half with friends. Well I haven't seen it yes so I can watch it my other fiends, it would be more fun =D.

Well today was great, After school watched lion king, and yea. After that I wanted to play lions hahaha but had no one to play with so I didn't. Sound dumb ah??ahahahaha, but its kool. Well then I did my homework and then did my devotions. It was not like my other ones cues the recent ones were about witnessing and I really realy read these ones. I mean like I was so into it, more into it then my others one. I was just so, into it hahhaha. Well you know what I mean. Well and yea lol, that was my day and it was gooooooooooooooooooood =), except for our Legal studies presentation!!! *sigh, it wasn't soo good ='( and we worked on it for ever!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!, well I didn't think it was good. AYIAAAAAAAAAA, and its worth a hugggggggggggeeeeeeeeeeeeee part of my mark NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!...



I better not fail this class!!