sigh...what to do?? =(

Well these past day I have been wondering about ALOT. About what I'm going to do for the rest of my life. What my career is going to be mainly. I wanted to be a police officer but then after my sister saw me and Calvin talking about the video thing that we made, she said i should be a video maker or somthing like that in the technology feild. It was then my mind went everywhere. She said there were some SAIT corses that I could take but i waned to go to the University, she said that the university one's wereent as good..*Sigh*.. And then I thought of being a lawyer but I dont think my grades are good enougth to get into law school. Well there is also being a police officer, I really want to be a officer but I dont know if I should. I got so very very very confused with this and that. I was also thinking about enlisting in the army and going out for 2 years and then comming back bring a officer or becoming a part of the RCMP but then I rethought that, well i re-thought everything and now I'm back where I started, with nothing..AHHHHHHHHH...And I'm being rushed into this too!! All my teachers were saying stuff like, Your in grade 11 now and you should set your coarse to somthing that will help you get your career! I am going to die soon enough >=( well I've been praying to it, and talking to friends about it...and that's about it, or all I can do..