long day

I haven't had a good nights sleep in a long time and its really begging to bug me. I've been waking up every 2 or so hours and not being able to go back to sleep for a while. And I just keep on thinking...thinking about...well never mind but I'm not getting any sleep and I have exams! Well today I woke up several times before I actually had to wake up and get out of bed. And as usual for the past 2 or so week I went running again, I hope with a new year and being closer to God, I'll be able to stick to my new years resolution. Well when I was running I had a lot of time to think about many things. Thought about my friends and how I met them or how close we were or whatever, and I reflected on the past year...yea I did again. And from the begging of last year and to who I am now. I noticed some changes. Well anyways, I got back home from running and then I went to school to write my Social Written, I think I did ok on it. Well after word I took the bus home and I just thought of stuff. It seemed like God had slowed time for me to think about stuff. I didn't do much when I got home, just went on the computer and yea, well latter on I just laid down on my bed and stared into space and thought about stuff again. Some time latter at like 7 I went for a bike ride and I just biked to my cousin house and did a homework check. After that was when I went for my real bike ride. I biked to my spot. And as usual, I was amazed of how nice the view was. You could see everything up to the airport to Nose Hill park to the farthest parts of Kincora. I was standing by the edge and I could just feel God standing with me, I could hear him saying "isn't this beautiful". I just talked to him and asked for advice. After some time, it was 9, well it was really late and it was quite dark out so I started home, and again I could feel God beside me as I went home.




and now my I just feel like there is a ton on my shoulder's and I just don't feel right?