*sigh

This morning when I woke up, I just knew it wasn't going to be a good or great day. Right after I got off the computer and I started to think about this one thing, that was all I was able to think about. When I closed the door and started to go to church that was still on my mind. And well, even when I got to church it was on my mind. I thought I had make a mistake about telling my friend something, well I have to confess, what I had told her was a lie. She would always bug me about thins "issue" and would say mean thing to this person, so I thought if I lied to her it would stop her, well it did but I felt like crap after I did so. When I told her that, I started to try to make the lie come true, but I was only able to lie to my self and that just made things worse. And well it was a mistake telling my friend that lie, and I wish i didn't, all I have to do now is to set thing right or fix it. Or fix what I can, and hope I didn't hurt anyone with that lie.

I can't call it a bad day because church just brought me back up a little bit. During worship was the only real time I could forget about it and just completely focus on God and worship him. And talking to like Calvin, Leo, Tanya, Jeff, Eva, Randy, and well I could go on and on but talking to them, I could just forget about it, well not completely, it was in the back of my head but it was just, nice I guess. But it back on my mind now, 2am at night and I can't sleep. This just sucks!


O-the reasons why you don't lie and
the way God teaches you why you shouldn't