Wednesday, October 24, 2007

So..

School has been...well rough, plenty of homework and football parasitic just kills a lot of time..
Sports Performance has been making me dead tired everyday,
just..drained of energy at the end of every week.
I try to sleep earlier so I wont be as tired the next day, but my allergies or what ever is wrong with my nose keeps me up all night. Takes me hours to fall asleep.
With all the homework and all the stuff that's going on, I lose site of whats important and let close strings stretch.
The only times I actually spend time with friends are Fridays at Yac and Sunday at church. The rest of the time, I'm at home, doing homework or doing something at home.
Lunch hours I spend watching game film, so I cant really spend time with my friends then.
After parasitic I take the bus home and every now and then I would see Jessica at the bus loop. Nice to see her working hard at ACAD.
Come home, do homework, dinner, chores, study, and then sleep.
Can't wait for semester 1 to be over. My second semester is much more slack, my only cores are ELA, Social and with 2 option's, Gym 30 and Legal 30.
Man have I've been pushing God aside, The only time I spend with Him now are when I take the bus and walk home. Haven't been reading the bible or doing my devotions.
And just yesterday, I'm not really sure if I hit a wall or a wall was torn down. I really don't know how to feel. Very confusing man.
Even though I've been pushing God aside. He been telling me and reminds me to do the little things. Few days ago, He taped me over the shoulder, I turned and looked. I saw a old women holding a lot of bags walking home He told me to help her, or when I'm getting off the bus, He tells me to hold the door. When I was doing the Eggarts run for sports pro, I saw a few kids at a park, and one of them fell from the top of the play ground, God told me to help him. God just somehow reminds me to do things like that even when I'm buried with homework.

Lord, You are a great God, amazing, holy,graceful, merciful,wise, wonderful...
I pray that, You Lord God, help me keep You in my mind. Let me find time to read Your Words, listen to Your answers and fall in amazement of you Lord.
Amen

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