Gibberish

Just Smile and Wave

All you have to do is smile a big smile.

Wave a big wave.

Throw on the camo and just keep on tanking on.

That's all I have to do.

And slowly, but surely..fade out and disappear.

Just think and dream for a second..

Picture something you like or enjoy..

Playing games? Reading?...

Now picture giving that up..

Not too hard right?

Go deeper..

Playing sports with the team? Having a sleep over with your pals?

Now give that up..

Go deeper..

Taking and just being around your friends and family..

Give that up..

Go deeper..

Your Hopes and dreams....

You want to be a Dad and hold a child of your own,

Dreams of loving your wife to death,

Dreams of waking up every morning and seeing her right there beside you,

Spending time with the ones you love,

Wanting to be a father,

Being the best dad in the world,

Dream of tucking your kids in at night,

Dreams of getting married,

Hopes to fall in love,

Putting your hand up against your one of your own.

Now give that up.

I'm sorry.

But all I said was true. All of it will happen.

I didn't say it all just to get closer.

I just needed a vent at that moment.

Sorry for being so weak willed not being able

to hold it in.

At my funeral,

I want..everyone to be warring there favorite color..

Hopefully they will be all bright colors! =)

Not black please...unless its your favorite color...I guess..

Make sure I'm warning my bright green Salty Shirt haha.

I forbid any sad music what so ever. I will only allow happy, fast

go lucky, gospel music. And if you guys do some sort of power point thingy..

IT MUST HAVE HAPPY MUSIC TOO!!

After the funeral service...

Then your all off to eat sushi buffet somewhere haha.

AND YOU BETTER EAT YOUR MONEYS WORTH..because its my money and I'm paying...some how...lol

So eat your heart out!=D

I wanna be cremated.

Burnt until there is nothing left.

Or if there is something.

Just let the wind blow it all away.