Mut yea lai ah?

Something is missing from my life right now and I have no idea what it is. I have this strange void feeling in me. Like some hole. Just some random empty space in me. I want it to be filled. But I have no idea what it is suppose to be filled with.

It's really annoying.

Lord, fill this hole.

I wanna be whole.

I want to look in the mirror, and see all of me.

I want the black void to disappear.

Fill me.

In Jesus Name

Amen

Frustration

Why can't people get it?

As specially when there in the position they are in.

They are in a position of influence, leadership, where not just one, but many look up to and even more importantly, it's a ministry of God.

Like COME ON!!

CAN YOU NOT SEE HOW VITAL THIS IS???
CAN YOU NOT SEE WHAT YOUR DOING???

THIS IS GOD'S MINISTRY YOUR MESSING AROUND WITH!

It's just so annoying.

CAN YOU NOT SEE?

WHAT HE CAN DO?

God, show us.

Show us our faults.

Show us what we need to fix.
Show us how to better ourselves for You.

Help us.

Break us.

In Jesus Name

Amen

Untitled.

I wish I could run away.

Run away from Calgary.

Just spend some one on one with God.

Nothing to bother me.

Nothing to think about.

Just me and Him.

A few friends are heading to Vancouver in April.

They've asked me to come.

I want to go..

But I don't feel I deserve to go.

I've been lazy.

Not putting enough work in to school.

Not putting enough effort in to the things God wants me to do.

I need to work harder on these this before I take a "break".

I enjoy school.
I do.
But it takes so much time away.

Time away from YAC.

Planning boys fellowship.

Still looking for that balance.

James 1:12.