School soon >.<

Tomorrow will be the last day before second semester starts sigh*..lol Well the break was really good. Just being able to relax and hang with friends and not have to worry about giant projects was awesome, Christmas caroling was a blast like every year...but didn’t stay as long as years before... left at like 12:30am this time.. it was still fun, Andrews house was the last one this time and his house is way cool, haha you could do down stairs TWICE!!!! It’s almost like 4 floors but its not..haha New years was Fun too, lol I lost my voice for a few min because of the countdown haha A bunch of us went to Anita’s and Sheila’s house to celebrate new years. It was fun, very fun indeed. I was so good in sardines tho...lol no one found me!=D!! lol, and I didn't sleep at all that night. Talked with Danny and Ada for a good portion of the night..but then Danny fell asleep, so I talked Ada..then Ada feel asleep for an hour or 2 and then woke up..then we talked some more...talked until noonish and then everyone woke up..lol and then Danny made some weird noise and woke him self up and thought it was Ada and then went back to sleep..haha oh man that was funny! hahahaa I didn’t end up sleeping until the next day at like 5pm ish..or when ever we started to watch Red Eye haha. But the movie we watched before red eye, the diary of the dead..now that movie was the STUPIDEST MOVIE EVER!!!! I MEAN LIKE...those actors were noobs..hahaha..but it was funny watching them act so bad..haha I would have to say New Years was the best part tho, lol then again...caroling was really fun too..haha My birthday was cool...the coolest part was when I got a POOP BOOK!!!HAHAHA oh that book is awesome..lol Skating was awesomely fun too.. once again tho... I'm sorry for making you fall on the ice Ada=P  

Well even with the fun times during the break, I never thought more about my future then during the break.. Like when everyone was sleeping during the New years party.. I thought, God..is this really the path you want me to take? because honestly, I'm really scared... I wasn’t before but as I think about it more and as it came and is still coming closer I got more and more sacred..Since like 1 week into the break, every time I pray, I pray that this path that is on my mind is not mine...If it is, I guess will take it, its not like I have a choice right? If God asks me to go then I shall Go. But I'll be scared..really scared...But I have a plan tho, it will make my leaving almost seem like...well never mind......As the clock ticks, it ticks away the few years I have left before I go.....I guess if God tells me nothing else..then the path of my thought is the path He has laid out for me....Show me my path Lord, the Path You wish for me to take, the path You have made for me.....and I will follow