Up, Down, Left, Right, Here, Over There

These past few days my emotions were all over the place..
Started on Wednesday where I had suspicions about things...haha
and the suspicions grew until it Sunday, lol But its all good now..
Sunday was a goodish day....haha
His plans raveled, and I guess I'm accepting it...finally haha
Football with the boys was cool. Good exercise and had a blast.
Got ride of some heavy burdens too, well not ride of...
but to share the burdens and not have to carry it all on your own..=)
Honestly, after the talk my heart ACTUALLY felt lighter.
It started last Thursday....it felt physically heavy. Like, something was grabbing it,
Trying to prevent my heart from beating. It didn't let up what so ever. Only grew.
It got unbelievable heavy on Sunday. Singing during choir was different, I just felt weak.
During football with the boys, I was out of breath fast..really fast. When I got home. I collapsed on the bed for sometime before I summed up the ballz to call and try to solve some suspicions. But I ended up getting help with the weight on my heart=D
After that, things have been picking up.
Monday I was able to focus somewhat on studying. Tuesday as well, Danny came over a bit later and hung out for a bit.
Today, worked out/racquetball with Calvin, Danny, Don, and Dian. It was good. Need to do it more often tho. After work out and racquetball, Dian left and us 4 went to Kilkennys and ate a whole lotta ribs. The ribs were just ok, not the best or anything. Wings would have been a billion times better. After that Headed to Calvin house and stayed there until my aunt picked me up.
Now to keep on this fitness track, Gonna wake up early tomorrow and go for a light run. I'm thinking 9:30am will be a good time. Come back, study for a while...well..along while...
Maybe I'll head to that small skating rink in sandstone and skate there for a bit haha.
Then do more studying/catching up...
Anyone want to join me?lol
Humm, I only know of 1 person who might read this...lol
What a week...
from a miserable end of last week
To a nice start to this week..lol
I'm outta here!
God Bless!!=)