Once Again...

I was reminded today..
reminded of the reasons of what I wanted out of my future..
To take the place to save a life..
To take away...
that pain from a Mother
the regret of the Father
sorrow of a brother
sadness from a sister
the loss of a friend/brother/sister/father/mother/cousin/aunt/uncle
To do that, would give my life Joy.
My heart trembles so much,
but at the same time
my tears are so happy
I mean like..
Look
Life is good. God is holding the steering wheel of my life.
and I've started to soar..
Homework is building...but Hey,
He has the wheel.
Family pressure is through the roof,
But He guides me
I think about things..
But He clears my thoughts

My Father in heaven,
I thank You for all You have done in my life, for all you have given me.
You are all knowing. You are a healer and a teacher. You provide peace in shaking hearts. You comfort broken souls.
I am here once again to ask for your guidance in my life Father. I don't know where You want me to go, or where You are leading me. I can see what You have laid before me tho. But I wish to see where You want me to be in a few years time Lord. So I can prepare my self for your plans Father. Push me Lord, to where You want me.
Thank You Lord.
For providing..
A ride to church every Sunday and Saturday...
YAC, where it feels awesome to worship You with the Youth
Friends that are just way to great.
Lord I ask that You give them peace in there hearts Father. Guide them in there Life. Show them where You want them to go. Bless there Lives. Bless there deeds and actions. Protect them from attacks from the enemy. Allow there thoughts to be pure Father. Take away the stress of school from them Father. Be with there studies. May You bless there studies Father.
In Your name I pray.
Amen