Just can't smile.

I can force one out tho..

but when I do..

A hole appears in my heart and it hurts.

I acted wrong again didn't I?

I screwed up.

I'm getting rather good at that.

Talk about pitiful.

As your reading this, if you still do..

Your probably saying.."You idiot, of course you did"

What kind of guy, does this?

I can't stick to what I think was right.

I hate how I dwell on these thoughts.

Whats wrong with me?

come on.

Walking home..i was just so mad.

I went berserk, like..my fists still hurt.

No one noticed tho, which i guess is a good thing...because I wouldn't of know what to say..

Right now,

I'm just not my self..

Can someone save me and make me smile?

It would be nice.