Friday, November 13, 2009

Stepping stones

I'm joining the army.
Once I'm done University.
That's the road God had made for me.
So that the road I'm taking.
Its scary.
Like..I'm scared..
But there's a fire of excitement burning in me.
And as it gets closer...the fire get bigger
This has been in my head for years now. And yes..
I KNOW this is the path God wants me to take.

All your guys weddings.
haha. Oh, just imagining it is so awesome.
Seeing everyone becomes moms and dads.
Oh that will be a sight for soar eyes! =P!! jk jk lol

It'll suck..to have to say goodbyes to everyone..
goodbyes for reals
To close all loose ends.

The thing that scares me the most is..
God has not told me how long..
Months, years, and maybe until my clock stops.
Who knows..
that scares me..
not knowing..
But I know its in Gods hand.
So I'm trying to be more comfortable with it.
He holds my future.
So I'll be ok
=)