More of who I am and how I do things.
I really like hugs. Like, I really really like them. As specially when there from people I hold close to my heart. But I'm also really really shy when it comes to them. I pretend to not want them or that I'm too "manly" for them haha. When I do get one, I'll over do it or not hug them hug them. I'll like pick them up as if it's a joke or just use one arm.
I've become a more keep to my self guy. I don't share as much as I used to. When I'm in need of help, I don't ask. I don't show my sorrows or pain or sadness. I just hid it in some corner of my heart and just let it build. When I'm having troubles at home or in my spiritual walk, I don't ask for help or prayer. I feel like I have to man up to it and handle it on my own. Blogging is my out sourcing now.
Your smile is the best gift you can ever give me. And I'm serious. It will beat a PS3 any day.
Well, your laugh is pretty awesome too. Haha. Seeing people smile and laugh, having a good time is awesome. I love making people smile and laugh. And I hate it hate it hate it hate it when people or down.
I don't like to play video games by my self. Its only fun when I'm playing with someone. Someone to share the enjoyment with. Well not just video games. But anything and everything almost. I don't like to do things on my own. Watching TV, working out, playing games, studying...
It's all funner when I'm doing it with someone.
2 comments:
Touch is an intimate thing. It requires trust. Respect. You're allowing someone into your bubble. But it also provides warmth. Connection. Support. It is tangible. It is real.
Yet, socially it is also a taboo. Which is why you feel the way you do. Many people do.
I used to give full hugs. Until I was told by someone (very firmly) to never give girls a full hug, ever. Now I give side hugs and one-arm hugs.
They just aren't the same. But welcome to our society.
And enjoy your time with people. Cherish them. Don't become like me, where I prefer to be alone now. To me... people has become a chore. Don't let that happen to you.
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