Heart on Hold

I wanna watch Dear John.

I just saw the preview for the movie today, and well..

It captured my attention in a different way.

After I saw the preview, it got me to thinking..

When I do join the army..

Will I come back?

Will I even live?

It got me to rethinking my strategy..

Would it be worth it to fall in love?

Would any girl wait that long..

If there is such an amazing one willing to wait..

What if I were to stay? or die?

Wouldn't they be crushed..

Well, there all "what ifs" thoughts.

So I'll just throw those thoughts aside for now.